Dancing~!!

Sunday @ 11:38 AM

Last night i went to a tri-stake dance. It was so much fun. Much more fun than last times where we just sat there, and the dancing didn't even begin until 10:00. But this time, it was really fun. The dancing began at around 9:00. I even tried to go outside my comfort zone and dance like i meant it. It was hard, but it worked out.

The only thing i can complain about dances is when the music slows and you have to go ask someone to dance. It's torturous~!! I have a lot of trouble going up to someone and asking "will you dance with me?" it's really hard for someone as shy and worrisome as I. Instead, i walked around and waited until someone were to ask me. Though no one did. I swear someone almost did though. Oh~! I need to tell you the most scary thing that happened. So my friend, Natalie, told me that the best way to get asked is to make eye contact. It makes sense, so i tried it. Every time i would look at someone, but they wouldn't look back. Eventually, i decided to go and stand with my other friends that are too afraid to go get asked. On they way i continued to make eye contact, and just when i was a few feet away from my friends a guy looked up and made eye contact with me. The only problem was that i started to freak out. He even looked like he was going to ask me, but i chickened out and ran away. I'm such a horrible person~! If only I'd waited for a few more seconds. Ugh~! But it's over now, can't go back. I'll just have to wait for the next dance. Then I'll try really hard to get asked, or even ask someone.

I did dance with one person though. His name is Josh, and he sits next to me in Geometry, so at least i knew him. It wasn't that bad dancing with him because he is a conversation starter, unlike me, so it went well. And he was the only person i danced with, only because i didn't have the guts to ask anyone and nobody asked me because i wouldn't make eye contact.

Anyway, thanks for reading~!!





pictures are from DA, and are the property of those that put them on there. I do not own them in any way.

End @ 11:44 AM

Saturday morning....

Saturday @ 6:23 PM

Today i had to wake up really really early. For a Saturday, that is. I had to wake up at 9:00... it was torturous~!! It was for a good cause though. Service. Me and my stake were having a carnival for special needs people, and though it was hard, i had to admit that i had some fun. I would've rather spent my day doing something else, but hey, can't change the past. Gotta move on.

After that, i got home and watched my recently purchased Twilight movie. Well, not actually the movie, just the special features. It's fun knowing how they created the movie. And i got to relive being in the presence of Carlise and Emmett~! It was the best ever. And the deleted scenes are awesome, three are a little wierd, but still awesome. Also the extended scenes were even better. I plan on watching it sometime tomorrow.

At around 8:00 i'm going to be going to a stake dance. WOO~!! Can't wait, and i'll update you on that later.

Thanks for reading.

End @ 6:27 PM

Online Art!!

Salutations Readers of this Blog:

I have news that i feel is worthy to be told to you. For Christmas i got Photoshop which allows me to color any art i so choose, and unfortunately i have not yet had my art (except two titled "Alex Day" and "too lame to think of title") put onto this awesome website that allows you to show your art, can be any kind --- pencil drawing, abstract, spattler... heck, even photography is considered art --- and you get feedback from others that view your art! I have an account on the website: www.misswannabe.deviantart.com and since i don't have that much art on their, i only have pictures i have found on the internet and colored on photoshop with the original artists permission. If you would be so kind as to even check out my drawing i would love that!! If you don't care whatsoever, that will make me sad! *tear* But just to let you know, you can see my drawings and maybe how i improve.. even check out some of my favorite artists out there.

Thanks for reading,
Nikki

P.S. I will most likely be scanning my art onto the computer today, so in a day or two i should have new art posted online. Thanks.